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2009-04-22T05:26:00.001-07:00

the more i think of her,

the more i feel like crying,

why can't i just forget about her!

2009-04-12T20:55:00.000-07:00

~~i hate aswan~~.
i hate elham.
i hate jingyi.
i hate khairi.
i hate mingkwang.
i hate ryan sia.
i hate shikai.
~~i hate zhengde~~.

well, i've updated.
and, welcome khairi to my hate list.
he's so welcomed like a hypocrite he is.
as well as Elham, Jingyi, Mingkwang, Ryan Sia and Shikai.
losers will always be losers, sigh.

2009-03-19T08:56:00.000-07:00

I miss you.
but i know you will never like me.
so i'll just let the feelings fade.

A.♥

2009-03-18T07:18:00.000-07:00

i hate aswan.

i hate elham.

i hate jingyi.

i hate mingkwang.

i hate ryan sia.

i hate shikai.

i hate zhengde.

well, from today onwards.

i won't care a fuck about them.

their attitude is really wrong.

i know i may be naggy and all.

but it's my problems, not yours.

sorry.

and, i dontknow but Jianhao, Jacq and Charlotte can't be invited. -.-

this is darn stupid.

anyway, i'm not pissed.

thanks for reading.

2009-03-10T07:23:00.000-07:00

Why can't i have a day in peace.
it's been the 8th day i'm pissed.
is it me? or just that i'm so effing unlucky.

why me?
Ms.Huda is pissing me off.
Elham is getting on my nerves.
Grandpa killed my image.

i can't tolerate it no more!
why!

i've got two days to convince huda to allow me go Melbourne.
i've got no time to tolerate such attitude from Elham.
i've got to wait for 2-3weeks for my hair to grow back.

what else, this is torturing.
fine, i won't find trouble with you idiots anymore.
just leave me alone and i'll stay out of your lives.

2009-03-07T07:24:00.001-08:00

Pingyi Marching Band Committee.
if you think i'm making a fool of myself..
then ~~fuck off~~ go and die.
you jolly well know that i can't scold them for calling me pretty.
what else can i do?
at most laugh right?
~~fuckers~~ you all not happy then come infront and talk to me la.
must have your COMMITTEE TALK meh? cb.
so big uh? committee nia, being "SOMEONE" in band. ~~fuck off~~!
if you all think you all that big, then go jump off and die.
Monday sectional talk, you all are gonna ~~die~~.

Wahjing;
you act big infront of seniors.
and so ~~fucked up~~ ".." during band.
whats your ~~fucking~~ problem?
what have i done wrong to you?
do i deserve such treatment from you?
you shout at me, for?
while you just tell Mingkwang to stop or whatever.
and everything's my fault? ~~knn, fucker~~.

Mingkwang;
i've tolerated your ~~fuckedup~~ attitude.
you think that your attitude very good meh?
say we lazy when you find excuses to not do it.
you ask me to carry chairs, you tell me your got "LIBRARIAN" stuff to do.
fine i believe, but you can sit there and do nothing.
what ~~fuckedup~~ shit excuse is that?
~~ccb~~ get out of my life.
you make use of people when you need help.
we help you, you mistreat us like your dogs.
i'm not gonna let this go.

On monday, you two/ three idiots will know how much you pissed me off.
be prepared, you few ~~fuckers~~ can go and punch yourself till you're die, i wont care.

I try being happy, i get scolded.
then what's the use?
MY ATTITUDE IS WRONG?
then i'll be my usual self again.
dont ever think i'm always hyper/ happy and mistreat me.
you'll never get this attitude from me again.
~~fuckoffanddieidiots.~~

2009-03-05T04:51:00.001-08:00

Hello readers!
since you're reading this, you know i can trust you.
so, if anything leaks out, you can fuck-off the building and die.
thanks. :D

Miss.Huda;
you are a super fucked up teacher.
can you just get a life and leave me alone?
so what if i dont do my prefect duties?
i know it's your "problem", kick me out la.
must my parents write a letter when their not willing?
-'-

you this blackbitch.
go bang your head on the wall and die!
no wonder you're a Miss.
who in the world would want you?
even my dog wouldn't want you!
see you're face, so fuckedup, like idiot!
go die bitch!

oh yes, invited people are..

(according to alphabetical order)
BingChow.
Charlotte. -email please.
Jacqueline.
Jane.
Jianhao.
Lucille.

you know i can trust you.
if you're not happy with the people invited, tell me.
i'll remove you, yourself. (:

thank you for reading my craps.
i vent my anger her, yeah.

punchthatidiot! :D

2009-03-03T08:09:00.002-08:00

Ponderoso.

I've privated my blog and for certain readers.
my complaints and rants are here.
i invite you cause i trust you, go gossip, just fuck off.
thanks.

well, firstly, i've been tolerating alot of things.
i can name you ".." one by one.
and, you just piss me off daily.
i'm just going to name and describe.

MingKwang ;
you are a very irritating and short tempered guy.
i get accused alot of times, because of you.
even Jane knows how i feel.
you are just,

- Tempremental.
- Irritating.
- Accusive, thinking you're always right.
- Dumb-founded (no offence, but yeah).

and many other negative fucks you can possibly piss me off.
seriously, get a life and change.
you say you will change, but did you?
never, the same old, fucked-up HMK i know.
respect us, and maybe i'll respect you.
you've got to earn it to gain it. -'-

Elham ;
i've got nothing to say to you.
you're just very.. ".." -.-
making use of others, that's the best you do.
irritating, act cute.
you keep thiking you're fat, accept the fact you're thin!
think about it, if you are fat, what am i? -'-
every single time you ask me that fucked up question.
i feel like pounding you.
but, i know i'll be equally as bad as you.
elham, get a life and stop acting cute. -.-

Ryan Sia ;
do you actually think you're that "great"?
you say you're better than lucille, but no!
Lucille is effing so much better than you.
today saw you being taught by bookeong, hah!
why? cause you're LOUSY!
i'm not trying to brag or show off, but seriously.
you know you can't make it and still dare effing show off.
curse you go colourguard in 2010's outdoor.
you act like a malay, one gay one indeed.
can't you just act normal and be a chinese?
so what if you're mixed blood, mostly chinese infact.
be your normal self please. -.-
once again, CHANGE YOU FREAK.

as you can see, i hate mostly all F'hornists.
why? cause their irritating and pissing me off.
even Jane feels the same way.
can't hornists be any normal?
why is it always us having sectional talks/ quarrels.
and it's always Jane and I getting the blame.
you 3, GET A -'-ing LIFE!

i've let everything out.
i actually feel relieved in some way, yeah.
and i know i'll be having less tags, but who cares.
anyway, thanks for reading.

oh yeah, i forgot.
tomorrow, is like.. "kicking" day.
well, Poh is biased.
i know either Jane or I will be kicked.
i just wish neither of us would be kicked out..
but he said one F'hornist, like wtf?
well, if i do, i'll just accept the fact, i'm lousy.
thanks anyway.